Why am I still single?

I guess I found the answer to this question.

Instead of falling for normal guys, I often have huge celebrity crushes. Note: This doesn't make me a person that worships celebrities. I'm not that crazy that I'll go send them threatening faxes but I'm definitely

When the new series of Batman first came out, I was 12 to be exact, I had a huge crush on Christian Bale. Not much people knows about this, maybe just my brother and Jim, my slave. That time, Batman was a huge hit on the entertainment industry, so there were lots of adverts, interviews, news etc on Batman/ Christian Bale. I read every single one of it, maybe even collected every scrap of it.

After awhile, the "heat" cooled off. But I'm still reminded always that my first celebrity crush is Christian Bale.

One night, mom and dad was watching a movie on (I think) AXN. It's about an evil psychopath who somehow has lots of bombs and tries to destroy the city? and there's this handsome guy who comes to save the day. However, the psychopath managed to kidnap his lover and strapped her up with a vest full of bombs and cuffed her to the fast going train. Even though the guy manage to stop the bomb, but the train was out of control and the evil guy was dead so the key for the cuffs were lost too. They couldn't do anything but wait until the train crash. The girl persuaded the guy to leave her and find a way out without her but the guy wouldn't. And finally the train crash but they were lucky that the train crashed until a few metres away from them, so I guess they are safe? The End.

Anyway, what I want to say is, I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S THE NAME OF THAT MOVIE! Would appreciate it if someone can find it out and let me know. Secondly, I had a crush on that guy but because I have no idea what's the movie call, I can't google about him, so I gave up.

Let's move on to now.

I have a new celebrity crush. Wentworth Miller! Oh you should have seen the reblogs of his photos on my tumblr. He is also the guy in my previous post.

This will be one of those post, where I delete it in the future. But for now, I am nuts about him.

Bald

#prisonbreak #wentworthmiller #michaelscofield

International vs Domestic

Hey peeps.

I expected myself to be more contributive to my blog after arriving in Brisbane. But it doesn't seem so. Where did my passion went? Anyway, just wanna do some brief explanation on what I have been doing in the past few weeks. 

Uni started. 

Observation 1: 

I went to student centre last Friday to ask more about my course prerequisites for my following years/semester. A third year volunteering student helped me out. I told her my situation and she praised me for being so well organized and well planned for the courses I'm going to take in the future.

My respond: Smile and thank her.

Observation 2:

I went for a tutorial today for one of my core courses (normally taken in the first sem/first year so you can proceed to higher level of courses). And most of the students in that tutorial are not first year students. Some are already in their 2nd year, some have been studying for 7 years and still haven't started thinking straight! Some have even graduated from a degree and starting a new one. And some are just taking up this course for fun and to see if they are interested in doing more of this in the future. 

My respond: Expressionless. But in my brain: WTF! (especially to the one that has been studying for 7 years and still not getting anywhere near graduation)

Conclusion: 

The girl who approached me in the student centre is an Aussie, as well as the ones I mentioned in observation 2. I just wanna say, as an international student, we have no time to "try and error" which course that suits us. And you think us international student can '"try" dentistry and "error" medicine. That would have caused costs us a fortune. 

In fact, I have a Aussie friend who did Pharmacy, worked for a year, dislike the job and now doing medicine. (Just fyi, even though she had a Pharmacy degree, it doesn't mean she gets to skip a few courses or make a leap, she started just the same as any other medicine students)

So, despite of going through so many years of terrible high school examination experience, I really like studying. And probably would prefer studying than working. 

Maybe some from high school will say: Huh? Why are you still complaining to be back in high school.

Maybe some from third years will say: This is just your first year. 

But, as far as it is, I'm quite happy with how studying is leading my life. In fact, I quite envy that person who has studied for 7 years and still have no idea what to study. With that, I appreciate my parents for earning so much money, just to be easily wasted within a few snaps. 

So. This is just a post to release my "anger".

Don't give up

When I look into your eyes

It's like watching the night sky

Or a beautiful sunrise

Well there's so much they hold

And just like them old stars

I see that you've come so far

To be right where you are

How old is your soul?

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

And when you're needing your space

To do some navigating

I'll be here patiently waiting

To see what you find

'Cause even the stars they burn

Some even fall to the earth

We've got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

No, I won't give up

I don't wanna be someone who walks away so easily

I'm here to stay and make the difference that I can make

Our differences they do a lot to teach us how to use the tools and gifts

We got yeah we got a lot at stake

And in the end, you're still my friend at least we didn't tend

For us to work we didn't break, we didn't burn

We had to learn, how to bend without the world caving in

I had to learn what I got, and what I'm not

And who I am

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

I'm still looking up

I won't give up on us

God knows I'm tough, he knows

We got a lot to learn

God knows we're worth it

I won't give up on us

Even if the skies get rough

I'm giving you all my love

I'm still looking up

"And let us not grow weary of doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up."

Galatians 6:9

Run

Can't believe it. (imagining myself in a smart British accent)

Uni is starting tomorrow! Mix feelings. Thank God, mine's just a 3 year program.

Oh, to those who keeps up with my tweets and FB, you guys should know that I mentioned that I received a job interview few days ago. Unfortunately, I got turned down. Oh well, maybe it's God's plan.

When I was on my way to the interview, I realized the journey to there isn't easy. Not to mention the journey back especially after 6pm. (only 1 bus every hour) So I prayed hard and I told God that if he wants me to have this job then let the lady accept me, if not, just let her turn me down. Cos if I were to be successful in that interview and I decided to turn down the offer, I would have no idea how to tell the lady.

Anyway, I have no mood to blog now, thinking that I would probably get lost in such a big school compound tomorrow.

ARGH. and blocked nose. why aren't you getting better?